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Today, i got to do what i wanted to. Look back at things which i want to focuas on. I restarted my linux journey by trying to learn QML again, this time with complete focus and time. I’ve also started praacticing maths from mml book(mathematics for machine learning), i am enjoying them and hope i give ample time to them as they are what i hope be my vocation and avocation not sure still trying to find my path.There’s always some regrets but i just need to think about the present the past doesn’t hold much value to me.Well on the other side i had brought “The Book of Disquiet” it seems disturbing and somewhat depressing but i don’t know i just saw the title and it pulled me in.Hope i don’t get depressed by it, nonetheless it states itself as a factless autobiography.Dreams are what gives a person a meaning of life, it can kill a person too.We are all in the race of who’s doing what , who’s getting good CGPA but shouldn’t we look back to take a moment to think are we enjoying our life, i mean not happiness, chasing happiness is meaningless but what we are doing, do we even like it.I don’t like my course subjects much like i dont hate it but i know they could be helpful in the future but i think colleges should abolish these attendance based marks or like the 75% attendance like what is the meaning i am just wasting my time in most of the classes, theoretical not much practical application is done or told.

ML, QML are the ones worth chasing for me as they are what giving me meaning.I actually sound like self absorbed type.Sorry fo this.My progress is slow and i couldn’t talk much about the work like im still learning but i think depth matters and i should try to understand as much as possible. Well i haven’t asked about you, the reader who i think or hope not might be reading this. Well i want to check if anyone does read my articles. Please email me on the mail address i have given to let me know what you think of my blogs and website or stuff if someone’s reading.I actually made this blog to self reflect on my thoughts and others. I mean if i am putting my thoughts out then obviously i want people’s opinion, i don’t know why maybe i should write in my journal only. But anyway if anyone is out there with any opinions please reach out.

Salut.