Clearing some things

Well, it’s been a while since i posted. I didn’t have anything to write much or was avoiding it but now i thought i can’t do any more. Can’t lie from myself.I’m already in my 2nd year of college and man do i hate it.Can’t understand much from my classes, get to hostel and just not commmiting to much per se, just avoiding all people.Not know what i am doing or what do i want, wasting my time wondering.But i think i have a better picture now. I don’t like the subjects much but i have to study i know. I enrolled in this course due to my interest but man they make it so lifeless.I think i should just be out on my own, this college won’t help me.Igniting my interests in ML, Deep dive into computers and various things andf seeing where they take me.I seldom hope if i could get out of this place ASAP.I am not enjoying my life here, alone.Well i can maybe create my own world in these fields get out from this reality of college.Wish me luck.

Thanks for listening to my vent.I need to get it out and start doing what i want to do (hopefully).